brustna hjärtans höst.

today we had a day off from school. so we decided to go to gekås, ullared. it's a big shoppingcenter were most of the things doesn't have a high price. got a message from robin that he, johannes and monika was going to pick me up at 08,10 so i was outside my house waiting for them, without a jacket. they arrived at 08,30... i was so cold. when we were on the road again we picked up madeleine and then we were heading to ullared.

it was hysterical, and for a wednesday it was so much people! we bought a lot of stuff. well, i did. the rest of the group didn't buy that much. but i got new winter boots, birthday presents for david, some things for when i'm moving out etc. then we had chinese food. on our way home we had coffee in skeppshult, and in värnamo we stopped at mc donalds. it was a fantastic day with many laughs and good company. i wanted to write about lots of things that happened today, but now i have forgotten them..

Fröken Svår

vänner

the day began with that i overslept... well, is it oversleeping if you wake up and have time to go to school and be there on time? well, robin came to my house and we went by car to pick up tobias and jakob. first and only class of today was philosophy. and magnus was going to take care of the 9th graders who were visiting our school, so we had 20 minutes in the classroom, and then me, monika, madeleine, robin and johannes went to a café for a fika. then we went home..

was home for an hour or something, then i got a visit.. kalle came over for a fika and after that we took a walk in the lovely autumn weather. had to study when i came home, and that's what i've been doing since then. now i'm watching glee for the first time. thought i could give it a shot. miss alejandro a bit, but i think he's home tomorrow. i hope. tomorrow i'll study and wednesday = no school, love it.

Fröken Svår.

höst på min planet.

what a lovely day! the weather has been incredibly nice and i've been helping my mother in the garden. i just love all the read, yellow and orange leaves, it's autumn! this afternoon, after shower and stuff, i went to my grandma' on fathers side to just visit her for a while. ended up in a two or three hours visit. dinner with grandma' and grandpa', helped her with some cleaning and then we had coffee. and of course, when you visit grandma' knitting was included. i can't help it but when i visit her, i just have to knitt. nowdays i visit her just because i want to knitt for a while.. it's so fun, but maybe i'll become an old lady sooner than expected. i'll have to wait and see what time brings.



while i'm writing this, i just wonder what person i am? sometimes i feel like a boy, in a girls body. not that i'm attracted to women and wants to be a boy... but i'm more like the boyish girl. and sometimes i'm knitting with old ladies or my grandma'. i even go visit elder people to have coffee and sitting in their livingroom, having a small chat. well, well.. i love the person i am, and it's wonderful to be able to hang out with different kinds of people, both younger and older.

so, when i came home from grandma', david came to my house and we watched winds of war with my family. i thought i was going to hate that movie, but we'd seen it we saw the next one too. good movies! think i'll go to bed now, supposed to have a busy day tomorrow. goodnight.

Fröken Svår.

av ingens frö.

at grandma's computer. it's so cool that my grandma' has a computer. today i'd promised her to give her a ride to the supermarket, but in the morning she called and said that she had to go to the hospital. so i gave her a ride to the hospital 30 km's from our house, and when she was ready there, i dropped her of at the supermarket and went to school. had my test today, bah! it was a big ass test, and now both my head and my hand hurts. after the test i had to wait for mateo to give him a ride home.

now, as i said, i'm at grandma's house. waiting for the time to pass so i can pick monika up at the trainstation. we're going to have a coffee and i think a bocadillo, even though i don't want to hear that word again for a month or two. nothing wrong with sandwiches, but i haven't been eating so many sandwiches in this year, as i did last week.. will be nice to see monika again, and just talk about everything and nothing.

tonight, my house will get invaded by ten year old boys, fifteen of 'em i think. i think i'm supposed to make hamburgers for them.. i have to study too. and today, Alejandro is going on a holliday, i'll miss you my brother.

Fröken Svår.

nästan perfekt.

sitting here, listening to johnny cash in my awesome shirt i got in seville. thinking about the geek store, and the day i spent with carlos, vicky and christina. miss you vicky, and it was a pitty we didn't speak so much before my last day in seville, wonder why we didn't? well, nothing to do about it now, we'll see each other again, and then we've to speak more..

today was a good day. but i still have my cold. been having fever and my throath hurts so bad. at 12 o'clock i picked up david at his house. we went to the chinese restaurant together for a date. well, is it a date if you have been together for more than 2 and a half years? anyhow, we had lunch together and david, my gentleman paid for it. then we went to my grandma's house to visit her. after that we studied at my house. my head hurts so darn much, because i have been reading, reading, reading and you know what, i've been reading.. tomorrow i have my test. i also went to emma's house to borrow her notebook.

i think i'll speak to alejandro tonight, and then go to bed. tomorrow i'll give grandma' a ride to the supermarket and then go to school. i've only one class tomorrow, and it's nice! tomorrow afternoon all my brothers team mates will be here for a small party. vicky, wish me luck, they are ten years old and like a hurricane together.

Fröken Svår.

timglas.

I miss all the spanish students. Had such a great time with you all, and I hope to see you here in Sweden next summer...


Fröken Svår.

för dig

Well, for Vicky.. Now I'm gonna start writing in, my not so good, english. So that she can understand what I'm writing. Sorry Grandma', now you won't understand what I'm writing anymore.. ;/

Well, today I've been at home because I got a cold when we came home from Seville. And in the afternoon i followed mum when she drove our new car. I was the first one to drive it, yesterday night. We went to visit grandma' on my father's side. It's so annoying that there is only one word for grandma', (Vicky, in swedish it's one word for each side of the family.) Think i'm gonna clean the car a little now, and then Emmy will come to me. It's gonna be nice to see her now, I've been missing her.

Fröken Svår.

du gamla, fria nord

I'm home now, sitting in my kitchen talking to Alejandro and Vicky. Just wanted to show the ring I got from Carlos Grandma'. Thank you Carmen! I miss her so much, and everyone in that family.. Well, here's the ring.

Fröken Svår.

aldrig riktigt slut.

Okej, gick upp vid tjugo över ett idag. det var en välbehövlig sovmorgon..

I alla fall, i torsdags var vi pa stranden hela dagen, i Cadíz. Hur gott som helst, men man är jättebränd nu. Pa kvällen gick vi ut till en bar, eller spanjorerna hade hyrt övervaningen där. Hur chill som helst. Fotöljer, lampor, go musik och bra sällskap. Snackade med Arturo större delen av kvällen..

Igar var vi svenskar ensamma med lärarna inne i centrum av Sevilla. Vi gick till olika parker och slott osv. Bland annat ett där scener ur Star Wars spelats in. Vad säger du nu David? ;) Sen akte vi ett gäng till ett köpcenter, och gick där tills vara spanjorer kom, de hade nämligen varit i skolan hela dagen... Sa, vi käkade pa donken och sen kom min familj och hämtade mig och Carlos, sa akte vi in till centrum för att handla presenter. Lilla mormor Carmen var sa gullig att hon skickat med pengar sa att jag kunde välja ut smycken fran henne. Handlade ocksa en present till Matilda... Pa kvällen var det fest pa skolan, sa jag och spanjoren duschade och bytte om, finklädda var vi iaf.. Sedan at vi pa skolan, och vi svenskar hade Luciatag. Myspys! Blev att ga ut pa kvällen, till ett tattigt ställe, typ nagon affär eller nagot som hade en trappa och massa pelare utanför. där brukar de tydligen hänga och dricka... Men mysigt var det, och vi träffade Javier, igen.

Nu har jag och min lilla vän ätit frukost pa altanen, skall springa iväg och borsta tänderna nu och sen drar vi in till centrum för att inhandla de sista presenterna ..

Fröken Svar.